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my neck hurts from last night =[ but it was amazing nonetheless. paramore is like the most amazing band to see live, ive only seen them 4 times but really. hayleys voice is amazing. i'd rather hear them live than recorded, honestly. and my boyfriend josh farro stuck his tongue out at me last night, seeing that i was like singing to him all night long. haha i swear he made that face at me too, cause then i smiled hella big and then he smiled, it was so cute. lovinnnn it.

they're gonna come back here like in the summer, i know it. and i know my dad is gonna get so mad that im gonna go again, but ohhh welll!

joshua neil farro is my winterball date.

today was so tiring! when people are hungry, they are HUNGRY. at ifd collecting cash and giving out the food is so not fun. everyone is telling you to hurry the hell up, and la la la. like okay okay. sorry. like i can only work so fast, yannnooee? and my back hurt from that =[ and then blitz after school was kinda fun, but it just sucks to drag a latter around.

so i feel as if ive lost control of everything lately. i mean school is school, im doing the best i possibly can. but idk, i just feel disconnected from everyone. maybe its just cause everyone has sports or other things to do, but idk, its just been lonely lately, i suppose.

if i lay here, would you lay with me?
and just forget the world...

hey buttercup, keep your head up<3

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its been like forever since i've been on here. junior year is pretty chill. my day pretty much ends after 5th period. so its all goood. work week started last week, hella tiring. but other than that, everything is pretty good, start work next week :]

thaaanks for THAT one. ha.

its only the first week of school, not even a full one. and im already tangled up into pieces. i mean like, how am i supposed to last if he keeps messing with my head. and i dont even know if hes doing it on purpose or if im just losing my mind!

so to attempt to clear my head, i walked up to palisades today. and sat on the swings. by myself. while this guy was like, wtf, when he walked by. it didnt even help me. i dont know what the fuck to do! its like i seriously WANT to stay away, but its pretty impossible when you have classes with this person.

and you know what? i miss my girls. i hate school.

thursday was great =] except for the fact that kris wasnt there! we werent even in a rush or anything and there was barely any people. rode just about everything even DROP ZONE! wsupp! thanks jamie =] we didnt ride grizzly and i think thats it. i love that we just chilled and sat and talked every so often, and the wave pool was so much funn. except for the fact that water went up my nose! haah. so i totally fell asleep on the ride back, but can you blame me, i was tired! ate at boston market, that was fun=] i really really like corn. hahaha. went to heathers house for a quick minute and then got picked up.

chilled with heather yesterday. and chilling with hannah later.

INDUSTRIAL TOMORROW. hopefully. my dadddy said like most most most likely. yessssssssir!<3

TO MY INDUSTRIALLLL! im so fucking happy.

 so i have these cute ass boots on right now. =] and it makes me smile.

and i bought a new camera, its purpley. =]

nothing new, twang picnic coming up though =D and fucking clementines birthday. and then heathers! twang kicket!<3

so guess who is going to a show this thursday? amanda is =D at slims, no BD.  its gonna be fun though =]




I know you never meant to do everything you put me through
It's okay I forgive you
Just know that when you see me cringe sometimes
I'm trying to rid the poison from my mind

and yes, the spill canvas, thats who im seeeing.

so i havent had a room all week, and i have litterally been house hopping for sleepovers. im so tired from camp, but i love like 5 of those kids!<3 summer really is keeping me busy, and its so weird that i still have time for summer reading. hahaa. im not even sore from hours of volleyball, but for some reason the right side of my neck hurts so bad.

im happy =D i got two kills yesterday. wssup!

i slept at ariels house! <3 fuuun. and her party was fuun =] twang team, got shitloads of ass! hahahaa. i love those girls. nothing much to say though, vball camp starts tomorrow! sleeping at kris's tonight, and then maybe jennies the night after. gotta keep this summer PAACKED!



 cause each thought that she was giving them the best of her, but they were wrong, cause it was never any of them. the one. he just never saw her.

okay, so twang team went to great america yesterday! hella fun duuude, except i didnt get to ride invertigo or drop zone. [yes, i was feeling dare-ing.] stayed there for hella long, and there was hella fucking kids there! and kids that hella tried to cut, so me and kris just yelled. hahaha. rode just about everything... and even got jennie to ride a couple rollercoasters =]

when we were about to leave, we had like no way home and we couldnt find the bus stop to go to fremont. and dude, me and ariel were just shouting cuss words. [what have i gotten into her?! =O] haha. but dude, it was so moded, we found it like 20 minutes later. and got on the bus, had the best heart to heart, got on bart, had more heart to hearts, cause we had the coolest bart driver guy! then got off at bayfield [?] and chilled there, and waited for the next bart to come. talked hella more <33 and then got  to DC bart and ariel had to go home =[ but the rest of us went to round table to eat. got home at like 10 ishh.

dude, yesterday was so much fun. goodbye seniors, you guys rocked. im gonna miss the weight team<3 before grad though, all of the TWANG team plus a couple of honor members for the day, went to westmoor park, where we, as jennie would say, "got some ass." go check on myspace. ahhaha.<3 they make me so beyond happy.

and then today, gilenn, jamie,kris, ariel, angela, alexis, and colleen, and i [duhh] went bowling. fuuuun! after that we went to in and out, ate, sat, laughed our asses off. then went to walgreens, and almost exploded with pee on the way to jamies house. seriously, i was yelling at jennie when she called me about how i need to fucking pee. hahaha. speed walked to jamies, peeed,<3 then jennie and jennifer came. curled angelas hair. hung out, and left.

no more school. mrs. earnhardts sixth, actually did the highschool musical, SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER, before the bell rang. ahhaha she was like what is going on?! buahaha. welcome to summer you guys, this one is gonna be one to remember.

so the last two days have been pretttty fun. freaking yesterday, jennie couldnt decide where she wanted to eat, and neither could i and we just walked in circles in the fog. and like she stopped talking to me until i decided! like wtf -_- hahaa, i love that chick though. and then we like literally studied for hours.

and today, i totally redyed my hair and i LALALALALAlove it.<3 its like the first time i dyed my hair, like that exact color. whoo! hahaha, heather left my house with blue hands, and duude, ariel tried to like color my belly button with hair dye, like dude
-_-. but it was hilarious-ness<3!

tomorrow? going to graduation, cause my favorite TA is graduating and we are making a sign for her<3 



wow, and babe isnt coming to westmoor anymore =[ or supposeidly not. that killed like my whole week. seriously.

so last night, i got really bored and decided to cut my bangs, i still havent decided whether or not i like them. haha.

well, lets see, im dying my hair on wednesday. last day of school, friday... great america monday.

crackin.


tremendousmandaa: im a bad influence
itsarielandisay: LOL YOU AREEEEEEEEEE
itsarielandisay: you make the f word seem normal
itsarielandisay: cus you say it
itsarielandisay: every other sentence


i didnt use it at all this entry!

So this might be a stupid question, but if you get a M&G ticket, arent you guarenteed to meet them? Right..? So can I still try and line up or w/e to meet them? Because I have Early Entry tickets, and I would do just about anything to have a good 5 minutes with them!

Reply please=]

i hate constuction people. they come everyday at like 8, and dude, i sleep at like 2! cmon now. AND, i sleep in the living room, cause my grandparents are in my room, so they come, and im still asleepp. blaast.

ONE MORE WEEK OF SCHOOL LEFT<3! then PGA with the twang team. haaha, jamie calls me master twang. wsssup. ;] ohh, and re-dying my hair on wednesday. duh, cause i gotta end the year with blue hair! <3333.

im so excited for summer. it needs to come NOW.

got em! only the VIP early entry though. the fucking meet and greet presale was sold out! in 6 hours?! on a school day?! crazy asses. haha. but ill go and try to meet them anyway. <3 im so stoked. this is gonna rock.  july 28th! live at RENO. and, yeah, i live in SF, and yeah, im going, and YEAH IM A CRAZY ADDICTED FAN! WSUUUUP. 

this summer is gonna rock.